sitting on the couch. 
dressed up and ready to go--
do you ever feel like everyone is going, buzzing, and filled with energy, passion, but you?
i feel it's been this way for too long.
i just can't jump back on the carousel and it won't ever stop to wait for me.  but it really shouldn't. 
i know that.
i'll keep sitting here.  waiting.  i probably shouldn't. 
but i will.
for tonight.
