the shawn and i are taking a road trip tomorrow to visit one of my g-friendies and her husband in arizona.
road trips seem to clear the brain and boy do we need it.
we are being confronted with decision after decision, like a tidal wave that just keeps growing and growing and will, at any unexpected minute crash down capsizing us. answers just don't seem to be coming and the anticipation and constant question of "what should we do" looms overhead. i fear time will take away our opportunities. i've been holding my breath ready to be capsized by water, only the water hasn't fallen.
and i wonder, why hasn't it?
maybe the tidal wave, this fearful unknown, growing anticipation and confusion above me won't actually crash down on me.
maybe, just maybe it is there to push me the safety of the shore...
i don't know the purpose of this or understand it.
so, i'll try to take a step back, recognize reality, measure it, take a deep breath and then make the decisions within my control.
there is purpose and reason behind this.
i believe in moving forward with no regrets.
i believe that there are no mistakes but only opportunities of learning, if i allow.
what i am learning is priceless.
and who knows where it will take us.
who knows.
:)
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